suddenly, i'm angry again.
suddenly i can't stand people in general.
fuck people. god damn the idea of family. just a bunch of people who think that because they know you by name they can tell you what to do.
--you are all climbing the same fucking ladder.
-- --you help each other up the same god damn ladder
i don't want to climb your fucking ladder.
"you just want attention"
get off your fucking high horse.
... ... ... ... --like your dog in the back yard
... ... you don't feed him. you don't give him water. you won't even look at him unless you happen to be outside. you don't bathe him. and you "love" him.