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perhaps it's how it's always been

i should be taking off my clothes and turning on the water in the shower.
but instead i sit stoned at the couch with the television on and a laptop on my legs.
or lap. whatever.

my head is cluttered again. but i'm fine. i'm not my usual "godamnit what a bad day," i'm feeling more like "duuuude. ... ... ... i should .. .. .. .. .. mmmm... .... .... ....writing. Hunter S. Thompson and Lester Bangs. writing. Banksy. the library. books. writing.... .... .... ....what... .... ....now... .... .... ...."

and so i think about photographs and zines and the shit i do on the internet.
like, download music and read shit on wikipedia and browse pictures on ffffound and deviantart.

for now, i've gonna go. i'll be back. i'm always back. are you there god?

online zine scene--

i've printed a new zine: Catbus #2.
want one? drop a line.

i'm online looking into sending it in for review to Maximum Rock and Roll when lo! i find they, too, are preoccupied with zines. it's right at the home page, something about zines. mainly, it seems an advert for the following blogular archive of zines from the seventies onward. a punk zine fanboy's wet dream.:
http://punksishippies.blogspot.com/

and now i wonder, what was i thinking about?

i'm looking to do more this year.

to be the first to say,"[whatever]."

channel surfing for commercials.

to quit bitching about age.

stop being uptight, quit talking.

to just listen. and nod.

to go upstairs, pack a bowl and blaze in between posing as a normal happy young man pleased to be accompanying the present company.

me me. i'm a stonerman.

imagining a baby flinging it's fragile body down a long long fall through sheering rocks. hahahaaah

wheeeee

have you ever grown a tree?--

happy holidays all around


cos the holidays are about people totally ignoring all the bad stuff going on and all the important things and rearranging their lives so they can feel happier. this is typically assumed through getting high and giving other people money and drawing and gluing shit together for the giving to other people on some random day in december.. idonno, the twenty fourth or something, off the top of my head.


also, we celebrate the birthday of the people we love and give them hugs and don't let go until they get really mad and start yelling and trying to pry themselves away from your arms to injure you physically.


it is also a time of year to drink milk and egg and sugar and call it nogg and drop in some liquor and drizzle some on the floor beside you ("for all my dead homies, you know"). drinking and blazing and hanging red and green shit everywhere. breaking everything gold and silver cos those only represent lots of money and we want to totally dismiss that sort of mentality cos it's too damn cold for that shit.

happy holidays. all around


have you ever seen a STONER PARTY